Friday, January 23, 2009

My future

Right now as i speak my sister Niki and best friend Jordan are dying my hair back brown. I can't stand being a red head anymore. I want to go back to my normal self before I started hanging out with Brandon again. I have completely changed. I don't like it anymore. I miss my girly girl ways. I am not going to be no punkrock chick anymore. I am going to be wearing my pink and high heels. I love my heels. They are my life. I am going to be focusing more on my school and my life. I am not looking for any boy to be by myside. I have officially deleted Brandon out of my phone and computer. He isn't coming back for me so there is no reason for waiting here and waiting for nothing. I am totally in love with him so it will be sometime for me to get over him. But that is a part of life and I am going to have to get over it. I am ready to make the past the past and start living in the future. My future holds so much for me. I am ready to be out there in the world...... I am so much in love with life right now..... Much love to everyone and goodnight.

Tara Renee Monholland

1 comment:

  1. good,dont think about my brother,he is an isiot and a jerk so just keep trying to get over him

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