Well I have been thinking...again.... I'm telling you I don't think it's good for me to be alone with no one to talk to. I think about anything and everything. I love Brandon to death. I am so glad that he is back in my life. He is the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. Its like he brings out the wild side in me. Well the punk rock girl inside me. I have changed completely since i started hanging out with him and dating him again. I like things with skulls on them now.. and i am starting to like rock music and i got piercing and getting a tattoo... I have thought about getting those things but when i am with Brandon he makes me actually want to get them. Which is weird. He is coming down next weekend to Dallas for a four day weekend. I am going to Dallas to because he wants me to come down and I really want to get to see him. The bad thing is i am going to be driving which I really don't know my way around Dallas at all. I have only been there like a couple of time. I have a huge fear of getting lost and being in a big city like Dallas makes me even more scared. But anyways.... All in all I am totally in love with Brandon... Well i will be back on later... I have to get ready my parents should be home sometime today and I have to go to Texarkana to give my sister some money. Hugs to everyone Hope y'all have a great day...

Tara Renne Monholland